well i must say

I'm a little embarrassed at my outburst down there! lol...i guess i dont handle stress or failing well. that blasted zipper... :|


anywho... onto BIGGER things.... eugh i jumped on the scales this morning..HELLLOOOO FATTY BOOMSTIX! *replies to self.."hello..u know thats not a very nice thing to say, u could have called me lady boom boom of the large kind"* SCREW ur lady boom boom, u now officially have ur own postcode!!

"how dare you"

(i wonder if i could get away with a post made entirely out of me having an argument with myself?...)

ok back to the point. i guess my 'try as hard as i can' diet starts today... *shakes fists in menacing way!* this is ALL YOUR FAULT home baked treats!!

so when u dont have alot of money, like me, and ur child starts school and all of a sudden your forced to have snack stuff for them to take to school coz they eat like 3 times at school wtf? and everything at the supermarket is a)highly processed and awful and b) insanely pricey for the sake of convenience...you find its cheaper to buy Homebrand staples and make ur own stuff.


but nothing ever just makes 5 (for each day of the school week) no..it makes like 18 or 20...and so everytime i walk past the spot on the bench where there are containers of various muffins(sweet and savoury, cookies, mini quiches... u think 'o0o0 yeh i am peckish' x 10000000000 times a day..EUGH!

thanks to this i have gained like 3 kilos :( *ashameddddddddddddddddddddddddddd* i guess ill just store the baked stuff in a box with a padlock that only dh has the key too LOL

*and in news a woman has tied up her husband and tortured him for several hours, all for the sake of a key to a baked treats box....police required a forklift to take the suspect to the station for the further questioning..charges will be pressed later*

welp thats fine, i wanna lose 10kgs in the course of about 10 months (small ammount for a large ammount of time..i know) but i have a reason for this that i dont wanna share just yet.

so today;




lmao. picture the evil ghosty spirit things as my diet ready to kick the shiz out of my fat.